Time

Difícil Decisión / Hard Decision, originally uploaded by juanignaciosl.

Sometimes we have to stop and take a look around us. Judge the advantages and disadvantages for us before going ahead with it.

I know i don’t like admitting to stress and giving in because i fightit  real easy. Now i feel so much more with the round the corner tests and my 2 weeks term break does not seem to be any time for me to rest at home.

It is becoming so fully pack & the whole of december will pass very quickly, in the nick of time january is here.There’s so much thing to do, so much activities that i can barely remember them.

I think i want to stay home at least 2 days to sleep.

Might be considering not going for Orientation camp.

3 camps tentatively, 2 BBQs, 1 soccer game 3 x 3 = 9, 9+2 = 11. 30-11 = 18

18-5=13.13-1=12.

Great, as far as i can remember the things i have going to do, i am only enjoying 12 days of my december without major plans. And it’s 4 december.

Time won’t be much of an issue, just probably the decision i have to make. I wonder..

Time management from all the studying. No more nonsense surfacing please. Some issues that deemed as unimportant and ridiculous because i couldn’t be bothered and just chuck the issues aside.

Decision

It have been quite a while since i have last blog. Oh well, been working out but not swimming regularly. I need to do some cardio to lose some fats, been eating too much lately.

So far i have submitted 3 reports in this semester and more has yet to come. Nonetheless, next week would be term test and it is time to study real hard.

There i need to make a decision to decide whether i should go for it.

Sometimes it’s real hard when you can’t balance the things out on your own and you want the best of both worlds. It’s when you talk to people and then you get reminded of the facts and the temptations. You just don’t see it because our mind is full of the thoughts we created. You need people to remind you of the truth and obligations and responsibilities.

I am feeling quite much of a stress having to make a decision that will affect me.

It’s more of a challenge to choose which one i wanted.

I guess whatever path i choose will be something enriching and a great learning experience.

 

Anyway I miss 凯爷 very much.

Waking up alone

Sometimes i wake up, only to realize…….

A NEW EMPTINESS, originally uploaded by m a v.

Emptiness

I feel that this image depicts what goes through my mind. We all have a long way to go, there’s a lot of things for us to learn. It’s so hard to see any car that comes along, communication is so terrible.

Unknowingly i realize how many obstacles and lonely life would be. Things would be different with inspiring people.

But, people walk in and out of your life. That’s ironic. Treasure the people you love and not take things for granted.

We all have a lot to learn from one another, a lot of challenges awaits.

Emptiness all over, originally uploaded by edwindejongh.

 

Picturees

凯爷, I miss you so much.

Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man’s character, give him power.” ~ Abraham Lincoln

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Where is it

Where’s the promise i gave to you now. i’m so screwed.

Weekend

It was a quite a weekend for me. Frankly speaking, My god dad’s departure wasn’t a good one for me. No matter what others might comment, things are just different which i doubt they’ll understand. This has taught me to be more independent, to grow up, to see things for what they exactly are.

Saturday & sunday were spent hanging out late for supper which i enjoyed much though.

I have nothing to say.

Oh yeah, on friday had a chat with desmond by the staircase. Guess i shocked him with my emotions. LOL.

apologies to all my friends if i have not hanged out around more often, will do so more when i am free yeah

Thank you everybody.

Strong

Thank you so much, i know you’ll be back to teach me, to guide me, to watch me grow up….

We got to be strong and have faith in one another in each other hearts.